Morning sun came in orange and then turned yellow-lemon-drop

My mental has been messed up the entire month of September.

Um, that’s pretty much all I have to say.

It’s dry. The elk are in rut. There is something wrong with my foot so I can’t stand on it very much and it has really hampered my activity level.

Kids and everyone is doing great – I just feel like I live in a pocket universe all the damn time. I want to get myself shifted into first gear and get some shit done.

The only thing I’ve done right is stay vegetarian.

Ian bought a car, makes me a little sad you know, sometimes like everything is falling away from me and it shouldn’t be – I feel like a young person trapped in a hurting aging body that has wasted a shit=ton of time worrying about crap that is useless.