People are grouchy and twitchy and totally irrational — so wildfire season is upon us. Just waiting for some bat shit crazy person to light the blaze.

I may have fingered my neighbor as the culprit of the local burn-barrel scandal erroneously. I think someone else may be manufacturing recreational brain killers . I road my bike past an odd smell and my lungs just seized, and I had a very scary, very sudden and terrible reaction. Eh’ the cook up all kinds of ways to die up here.

For every action there is an opposite re-action right? Maybe there is a rainbow at the end of these few years that will propel us all forward. I don’t know, it’s too terrible sometimes. Anyway, the reaction I had is the same to the ‘burn barrel’ for whatever that is worth. The mystery deepens.

Weather is beautiful but the sun is too bright. 3 day migraine. Seizures bad enough I forgot my damn pin number on my debit card. I scramble the numbers – every time. Ugh. Damn it.

I road the Torker 11 miles this morning and have targeted at least 100 miles of outdoor riding between Aug 15 – Sep 15.

People are twitchy, but I’m glad they’re here, I’m glad we’re all doing kinda normal things.

I tried to get my cat a vet appointment. Couldn’t. Fucking sucks. I went to Petco to see what they had in stock as far as maybe flea or dermatitis stuff, but not a lot was in stock, mostly empty.

I bought him a couple of toys and came home and played with him. It made him happy. His dermatitis is driving him a bit nuts. He needs steroids and regular appointments, but I can’t get the old man those. He’s been my best friend, feel like I’m letting him down. I can’t exactly drive him to the big city every 3 weeks for shots though, I could never afford it. I’ll keep looking. Maybe across the bridge I can find a decent Veterinarian accepting patients.