Back to cycling today – a little. oi oi oi.

This has been rough. No wonder I was tired, my heart is in bad shape. After going without food for the better part of five days, well, I can breathe into all four corners of my lungs again, wow. My back doesn’t hurt. My joints aren’t killing me. Fuck man.

I’m going to change my life. Or I’m going to die.

I think I get why I kept having those dreams now where I was going home to be among the dead.

This illness may have saved my life.