Been a bit under the weather. I’ve had a fever for 3+ days, I’ve lost track

I’ve gargled with listerine and have used saline nose spray. I can’t hold down vitamins, but initially when I felt it coming on had Vitamin C and zinc, B12, D.

My kidneys hurt like fuck for a few days before all this and I had chest pain — I kinda think this may be good because with all the electrolytes and fluids and resting my system maybe the heart and kidneys are kinda resting a bit. Seems like they’re doing better. Lungs hurt, but I don’t feel that chest pressure like I’m going to have a heart attack.

If I make it through this without getting put into the hospital which may make a tidy sum if I die, I am going to change my life. Meditation, energy work and yoga. Whatever to get well. Eat well

I would say I would try to be more positive but that’s not going to happen, lol, I’m such a pessimist.

Painting I finished a couple of weeks ago.